The title says it all and also why I have not been active. My apology's for that. I am severely anemic and have all the symptoms (Medicine is my Avocation and I used to be a Para-medic. in addition to my ministry. The fatigue is awful. plus I don't have mch clotting factor - I lost a pint or so in mexico getting my teeth done in Mexico. If I get one or two things done I feel lucky. Now the dam VA wants me to go to a substance abuse class ( that I could teach, I'm sure, which is a waste of my time and I WILL bill them for the gas. things have been better, I have no ne to talk to about some things, like money, My S/O does not want to hear it - she thinks - incorrectly, that we have plenty - I wish - we get by and I am very grateful for that = but it would help her to understand why I am not in favor of three dollor egg's. I am all for the ethical treatment of animals but when you add up all the "organic, etc. Vs. the regular variety, it adds up quick. I hope I am not stepping on anyone's toes here, I love animals but I have to put our familys welfare first - we have cut so many things, the gov't keeps chipping away at our checks, food is higher then ever. food stamps - the gov't gives you a cola, the food stamp people reduce you. how does that help me? needless to say, we eat a lot of chicken and beans. Pain control - forget it. it is the beancounters calling the shots. I have been cut to the bone and even though the dea ha been told to back off mmj for vets in states where it is legal and the vet is properly paperworked (not cheap $225 if you are on SNAP - 300 if not, and the price to get it from a legal source its unreal - the VA will not cooperate - just frustrated and depressed - with ptsd thrown in, tired but hopeful.
thanks for listening
Alex44
Sky pilot
thanks for listening
Alex44
Sky pilot

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