Really sick and scared

[roadracer]

No more worry about this stuff, I am at the point I dont care anymore, so I will just try to ignore everything like usual, if I die as a result I dont care.
It is such a great country we live in were people like me are just left to die, because our life is not worth anything because we dont have money (I know there must be plenty of people in the same situation as me).

I dont qualify for medical assistance based on income because I make to much money, at a part time job, making minimum wage. I dont qualify based on disability, because no doctor will tell the state/government that I have a disability, without first doing current testing for the disability, that I cant pay for (or even get done) unless I have health insurance. I have tried multiple times over ten years, getting extremely stressed trying to apply, because there is no one to help me to apply, only to be denied.
Yet if I go out and did some cocaine I would qualify automatically and get the red carpet rolled out for me! It must be a great job to have, to be the people who decide who lives and who dies

[alex44]

Blessings

Go to the E.R. until they treat you right. I am in the same boat except I get medicaid and I have a great cardiolagist having seen my echocardiogram, things don.t look good, Doc is talking Valve replacement NOT going to happen - I am a minister and when the good lord cals me home - O.K I have a dnr in place. Don't mean to be a bummer but being a chronic pain patieant, have to take heavy duty pain meds, I am tired. God Bless you my friend, I sincerly hope it gets better for you.
Blessings
Alex44
Skypilot
Glad for the support you are getting
A.PS if you think life is hard now try crack - as in DON'T - you will be more miserable then you can ever imagine - I have seen too many people go down the toilet and it was not pretty.
God Bless
A.