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    NeuroNixed Craig: Day by Day

    It's been several months since I checked in on you guys and find many have improved, more have not and some are brand new. So it goes in life especially the chronically ill, diagnosed and undiagnosed.

    The best news I can provide you is I survived to attend and participate in my son's wedding on June 2nd. Many photos are located in my personal blog and on my Facebook page, should you be interested. Of course I maintained my professional decorum to present an honest impression when meeting the bride's family. OK! That lasted about 20 minutes then the partying began for the next four days.

    I have progressed to the point I no longer see nor need to see any specialists. They all say there is nothing more they can do for me so my PCP handles all treatments of symptoms. I did rupture my left bicep, requiring surgery and luckily I felt no pain during the event. The first week post surgery the pain was excruciating requiring Morphine to control. By the first post op follow up I was back to 90% requiring no PT. The Ortho was amazed saying most people require a year to fully recover. I am now totally healed and 100% pre-op recovered.

    I've been allowed the advantage of access to life insurance funds without the penalty of personal death. I decided I wanted to go on another Princess cruise to the Southern Caribbean in February. Seven nights to Aruba from Ft. Lauderdale with 3 days at sea. My PCP "medically" could not give his OK, however, as a person with great interest in my well being said, "Awe screw it, I'll sign whatever you need so go and have a great time." He believes, "doctors prescribe, God decides" and treats the whole person, not just medically.

    Finally, I have progressed to having what I call mini-comas. They come like a train wreck out of the blue, I'll have to crash and will be totally out for up to 28 hours straight. No trips to the bathroom, missing all of my med times, just unconscious in bed. My wife constantly checks to insure I'm breathing. The seem to be coming every 36 to 48 hours now and range from 6 to the 28 hours above. My doctor simply says it's part of the progression and nothing he can do for me.

    So, that's about it to this point with each day its own unique battle with the rules changing each day. Our motto, "Just go with the flow and pray God keeps me afloat." May Peace and healing health be with you and your family.

    SIDE NOTE: Please allow me to let everyone know how I got here. Back from 2000 to 2004 I was misdiagnosed with RRMS and SPMS. Then undiagnosed to the proverbial, "we have no idea what's wrong with you but it's not MS" category.

    Then they believed I had hereditary spastic paraplegia, which lasted about a year and-a-half, followed by a "No, we don't think you have that either." In the meantime I experienced and unrelated near fatal brain stem stroke requiring the med TPA or the "clot buster drug" to keep me alive.

    It wasn't until 2009, I believe, I saw a neurodiagnostic specialist who diagnosed me with the following: 1) Spinocerebellar Ataxia and Atrophy; 2) Cerebellar Degenerative disease with Ataxia. Bottom line, the symptoms are very aggressive, progressive with no cure or treatment and a terminal prognosis.

    All of this begs the question why am I here? Because of my long history of association and the strong similarity in my symptoms and those of MS to the point I don't fit into any other category.

    I hope that provides more accurate information for a better understanding.
    NeuroNixed Craig
    Living Life On My Terms
    No Excuses No Regrets
    Richmond, VA, USA

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    Attending My Son's Wedding, Challenging!

    I thought you all might enjoy this. As you might also do, in situations like this, you suck it up and "throw the switch" never letting on your true feelings from symptoms. My "switch" was on a lot during that four days requiring almost two weeks to recover once home. All good and all well worth it.

    Of course I was the consummate father of the groom, always presenting the highest of good impressions to the hundred plus other people at the wedding. Here, allow me to show you a couple of examples:



    As you can see, I did my utmost to behave myself at all times ...... "NOT!"
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    NeuroNixed Craig
    Living Life On My Terms
    No Excuses No Regrets
    Richmond, VA, USA

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      #3
      Hi Craig, it's good to see you here. Congratulations on your son's wedding.

      Cruising seems to be great fun and something to look forward to.

      Do you dream in those mini-comas? That might be OK w me. ;)

      Stay cool and come back more often,
      ANN
      There comes a time when silence is betrayal.- MLK

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        #4
        Yes Ann! I have very vivid and dreams in color with complete plot lines, beginning to end. Then it's like I change channels when it's over.
        NeuroNixed Craig
        Living Life On My Terms
        No Excuses No Regrets
        Richmond, VA, USA

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          #5
          Thanks for fixing the pictures! They are gorgeous- you in a tux! You made me laugh w your tongue out and those captions. Joyce is beautiful.

          Cool on the novella dreams.
          ANN
          There comes a time when silence is betrayal.- MLK

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            #6
            That's such good news that you were able to be at the wedding and celebrate!

            The story of your many different diagnoses just illustrates how pointless it often is what you call a disorder. The person with the disorder has to live with it somehow and wants any help that is available. The name of it really doesn't matter in the long run.

            Seems as if you're managing in spite of all of the different diagnoses that have been pinned on you.
            SPMS diagnosed 1980. Avonex 2001-2004. Copaxone 2006-2009. Glatopa (glatiramer acetate = Copaxone) 12/20 - 3/19/24.

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              #7
              Interesting and Timely Doctor's Appointment

              I had a PCP doctor's appointment last night to check out a couple of suspicious skin tags that have appeared in the last 6 months. He didn't like the look of any of them and removed a total of "13" using Lidocain and cutting them off. He's sending them to pathology for biopsy just to make sure nothing else is going on. He always takes the time to discuss, "what else is going on," with both me and my wife. Joyce now attends all doctor's appointments with me to provide her point of view and observations insuring we don't forget anything. We were with him from 8:00 PM to 9:15 PM as his last patient for the day.

              We talked in-depth regarding the "mini-comas" and he confirmed this is all part of the progression of the degeneration of the cerebellum which seems to becoming more aggressive. When your doctor of 6 years says he can tell things are not going well just by the way I look, it's never a good sign. Joyce has now been instructed to check my vitals when I'm in one of these mini-comas and to closely watch my breathing to insure it is not becoming labored or gradually reducing from normal. You know the situation is becoming more dire when your doctor starts talking about having a DNR (Do Not Resuscitate) on file and uses the word "hospice" tempering it by, "but that is down the road." I get the feeling my road is coming to that sign you see, "End of State Maintained Highway." I looked in the mirror once home and he used those fabric round band-aides on each removal site. I laughed because I looked like one of those firing range silhouette targets shot by someone who can't aim very well. I think I will check into getting one of those monitors you wear which provides pulse, heart and respiratory rates as well and BP and a pulse-ox, so Joyce just has to look at it for her information. It will make it easier for her to have the info and log it.

              The good news of my disease vs. you' all's MS treatments, I don't have to take any shots like when I was taking Avonex for a year and-a-half. I know this is probably way more information than you want, but for those who visit the forum, lurk and just read, it might hit a familiar note causing them to look into alternatives while realizing we don't just lay down and take it. So there's my super current update fresh from last night's doctor's appointment. Oh! And no, none of this is going to prevent us from going on our cruise in February. For us it's all about the journey and the ship as our destination.
              NeuroNixed Craig
              Living Life On My Terms
              No Excuses No Regrets
              Richmond, VA, USA

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                #8
                You handsome devil, Craig! I can hardly wait to see the Aruba pictures!

                I don't think outside the box. I don't think inside the box. I don't even know where the box is.

                Never odd or even, it's all the same coming and going.

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                  #9
                  dear nn craig,

                  your pics are beautiful. i'm so glad you were able to attend such a joyous occasion. it's frustrating to hear of so many docs missing the boat so often. in 1993, i had to convince TWO docs that i had ms, which i decided upon from my husband's cheap time-life paper back edition of medical symptoms! changed his tune when he saw the mri. so much for med school. i ran across a chiropractor on line who's interested in brain maladies (ms, arnold chiari & so forth) & their connection to physical characteristics of the skull. i bought his book, but it's difficult to read due to the terminology & my unfamiliarity w/the subject matter. his name is dr. flanagan; the book is "the downside of upright posture". he's clearly put out an annoyingly (ha ha, translate a lot) densely packed body of work. the web sites are Only registered and activated users can see links., Click Here To Register...

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                  please, if anyone out there can read these works & understand it, please post & 'splain it to me. i'd love to really understand it - it seems he may be on to a big piece 'o the puzzle.

                  all the best, craig

                  herodotus

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                    #10
                    Thanks Herodotus for that interesting link. This makes the most sense of any theory I've seen so far, including CCSVI. I've often wondered if congestion or blockage of spinal fluid within the brain/skull could be the cause of problems for me. I have been telling my husband for years that every so often, when laying down, that I sometimes hear what sounds like grains of sand moving through water in the base of my skull. I've told that to other friends too, and get the same response . . . you're crazy weird!!! I have even mentioned it to the doctor and been brushed off. Maybe I'm not so nuts after all!

                    As I understand it, too much or too little fluid in these cushioning cavities within the brain can cause pressure on, or the repositioning of essential parts of the brain that control important functions of the body.
                    The words "arachnoid granulations" caught my eye (thinking grains of sand) so I read that section too. Very interesting and I kinda, sorta see how the CCSVI procedure can make some feel better, at least temporarily.

                    in addition to limiting the flow of CSF into the dural sinuses, the arachnoid granulations also serve as one-way valves that prevent the back flow (inversion flow) of venous blood back into the subarachnoid spaces.
                    I would not be at all surprised to learn that my "one-way valves" do not work efficiently and I have back flow . . . faulty plumbing!
                    I have terrible problems with upward circulation in my legs, why not elsewhere?

                    It has long been suspected that they may malfunction in certain cases and cause hydrocephalus. Sometimes the arachnoid granulations become calcified, especially with aging.
                    Oh great, I'm old and maybe some calcified junk is breaking loose and that's what I hear!
                    Sometimes ya just can't win!*calvin1

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                      #11
                      Craig,
                      Sorry I did not see this sooner. The photos are great. I did pretty much see most of this on FB last week. Holding you both but especially Joyce as things get more tenuous.

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                        #12
                        Craig, was glad to see you posting. I think of you so often and wonder how things are. I can see that they are rocky to say the least and I am sorry about
                        that.

                        The photos are wonderful. It was nice to see you and your lovely bride smiling and enjoying yourselves.

                        Please be sure to take some more pictures when you go on your cruise and post them. You are an amazing person and you were always so nice to me when I fitst came on BT many years ago. Let us hear from you as often as you can. We always look forward to it.
                        Virginia

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